EdgeI'll comment on each note by its nbuemr:1- I'm actually struggling with the same thing, but the problem is that they do actually have their good moments that make you always wanna give them another chance so spitting on them and walking away is hard to do.2- your grandma actually sounds exactly like my mom, I keep telling her it's too early I wanna get my higher degrees first (MA and PhD)but she asks me on daily basis, maybe you and I could work an agreement to keep them quiet jk ofc 3- Be patient as everyone gets their chance when the right time comes, I mean you really seem to be like an interesting person and any guy would be lucky to have you in my opinion. 4- That I can't help you with, I do the exact same thing atleast I had college to kill time, now that will be all over in 2 days.5- Well, no surprise there, you're just a little down and these kind of feelings reflects on your surrondings,what I mean to say is since you're feeling bored your mind is reflecting those feeling and making you see them through others and making you think that they see you as boring and not charming you just need a routine change and a little pick me up, do unexpected things that you haven't done in a while. one thing I did a while ago(sha5baree thing ) was that I actually went to she3eb park to play, something I havent done in ages it made me feel better, eventhough lots of rides weren't working 6- Maybe you should try different kinds of excercises, or do Yoga to lower your stress level it also helps with wait loss.7- Well Networks suck for cancelling/ending shows, shows should go on forever